I kept telling myself that i am actually satisified with my life. But yet, deep within me is a longing, a want. Ironically, i dont really know what that want/longing is. Sigh~ Am i actually alive? It’s really hard to tell at times. The only reason i know i am sort of alive is due to memories. But most of the times, i’m actually doubting it. heh.
Recent Posts
- Switch by Xavior
Heh, just changed my phone. dumped iphone 4 and got myself a samsung galaxy s 2. battery life abit weak thou for that phone. but i guess the good thing is that the battery is replaceable. =D other than that… i just need to get used to the new android [...] - GE'11 by XaviorIt’s the time to vote again. Seems like a huge fight this time. I wonder who will “win” this time round. Not going to say more about GE, not going to get my ass sued. Been quite some time since I have updated. Recently most things are going quite well [...]
- First day of work after ICT... by XaviorMmm… First day of work quite peaceful. Nothing much, perhaps due to my manager not around. Sucky starting thou, rained and caused me to be late. Zzz. Came back, as usual the spider being the spider kept jumping around. Than that fruit also. Hais. But other than that, nothing else [...]
- What are words? by XaviorAnywhere you are, I am near Anywhere you go, I’ll be there Anytime you whisper my name, you’ll see How every single promise I keep Cuz what kind of guy would I be If I was to leave when you need me most What are words If you really don’t [...]
- 上梁不正下梁歪 by XaviorIt seems that this doesn’t just apply to work but to everywhere. Today at camp, this really shows I guess. Really had a sucky day today. Went out field at 730 and waited for something to happen. We waited for about 4 hrs and only started the exercise just before [...]
- Break from ICT... by XaviorMy break from ICT is ending. Another week of ICT coming up and i’m kinda dreading it. I mean, 5 days cut out from the world. I will miss her. I think that’s the only thing i dread most, unable to contact her nor see her. Hais. Am already missing [...]
- Blogging live from in camp by XaviorSigh~ it’s the first time we have totally no contact with each other. I am missing her alot, wondering how is she doing. =( Booking out tomorrow le, than coming back on either sunday night or monday morning. Had my IPPT test just now, didnt want to attend, but went [...]
- Up and coming events by XaviorI am so looking forward to a few events. But there are some that i dont. I really dont like going back for in camp training but it’s a must and i cant escape from it. So i just have to suck it up and go for it. =( Looking [...]
- Creative warehouse sale by XaviorWell, i guess from my previous post, the gallery add on doesn’t work with the latest WordPress. =( Time to look for another one. I am really damn broke nowadays, have already over spent this month. Any one wants to donate to lamb’s funds? Went to club on sat night, [...]
- New look! by XaviorOnce again, i have decided to change the look of my blog. Hopefully, i will keep it updated and stuff. But looking at my upcoming events, it might not be that often. I guess it’s a start thou. =D Do feedback on how it looks, i’m not very good at [...]
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