Insomnia…
Posted on April 28, 2008
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I cant sleep. My mind is too active right now.
Have been tossing and turning on my bed for the past 3-4 hrs.
It just seems that, too many questions have been unanswered.
Sigh~, i need someone to talk to as usual. But, no one is there. No one.
I realised that, i was always alone. Even when i thought i aint.
Perhaps, people reading this will say i’m pitying myself, etc.
Perhaps, i’m. Have i tried changing? Looking back, i’d say i did.
Not enough? I wonder, what then is considered enough.
Aimlessly wondering… no sense of belonging… and if that’s not enough,
I have people shunning me… and still say “i’m not. but reality sucks.”
Ha. Look, it’s only my 6th post on this new blog.
And it’s another depressive post.
My life’s great aint it? I’ve people coming to me asking for help.
And when i need help, where do i look?
sure, there are people who does help me.
Perhaps, i’m just setting my sight too high. sigh~
I think i’m starting to get destructive. killing. perhaps.
Randomness. Ha. I read an article recently.
Why do people listen to sad songs?
I think i know the answer to that.
It’s because deep inside, they felt some sort of connection.
That’s why those dramas can make a hit. That’s why movies can top charts.
It’s been a long time since i’ve “talked” to god. I sort of challanged him.
At least, i thought i did. Faith, hope and love.
What are they? Somehow, it’s distant.
My my, it’s a long post and i’m not done ranting.
Anyways, we have tried ZA again yesterday.
Eagle boss was bugged thru and thru.
Wiped plenty of times. It was good experience thou.
Learnt a new boss. Learnt to hate the scouts.
Learnt to hate those eagles that did not despawn.
And that my pally is damn broke. >.< sigh~
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XxX! Dun be sad! There are a lot of times where I feel my life sucked too! That everything juz go wrong at the wrong time! That nothing seems to be running smoothly. But the time will pass, juz heck it!! Do things that u like so that u can reset to the normal Xav XxX!! Moo!!
MmM… bleahz. got problems with my comments. >.< tried posting one awhile back.. but didnt get thru…
anyways.. what u mean.. reset to normal xav. lol. but.. hais.. i’m just sianz.. about everything now. =x
What I mean is that since now it seems like things are not running smoothly for u, what u need is juz sum time for you to get better a.k.a reset to normal hehe