Xavior on August 17th, 2008

Ok, I “stole” that line from Shugo Chara butI have a good reason for doing so. Anyone who watch/read the anime/manga might understand why. Some “news” updates. As you might have realized, I’ve just changed my layout to something brighter a few days ago. I’ve also just added an “about” page, which I’ll be updating very now and then as I “discover” more of myself. Heh.

Anyhows, Paul invited me to the men’s meeting yesterday which was a saturday and somehow I agreed to go. It’s been a year or so since I’ve left church. I guess It felt weird, singing the songs and “praying”. I don’t know. I mean, I have been going and leaving church for awhile and it’s really getting tiring. I guess I’m just going to take it slow this time. Perhaps I’ll just attend this men’s meeting, which is once per month, for now. Sigh~ I’m getting a headache just thinking about this. >.<

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Xavior on August 14th, 2008

What does it mean to have a sense of belonging? I guess it basically means acceptance. I guess I’ll never really come to understand what does it mean to have a sense of belonging since I’m more of a loner. I’m starting to be more direct with my words, more blunt towards people. I’m starting not to care what they are thinking anymore. I’m not going to be careful with my words any more. It’s either they like it or they don’t. I don’t care. Do I?

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Xavior on August 11th, 2008

Every one has heard before this saying, “go to sleep, you will feel better after you wake up.” But do you really feel better after you wake up? From my personal experience? Yes and No. The thing is, whatever the problem was, it was left dangling there. Not resolved. Not good. I’m not talking about falling sick but rather about quarrels, unhappiness, etc. If you sleep over something, you will feel better for the short term. But like all things that’s kept under lids, one day, it will revel itself again. Or worst yet, it becomes a pressure cooker and explodes.

How funny actually that I can say all these. But when it comes to myself, I dont know how to handle it. Even thou, i’ve been thru cycles of it. Sigh~ will it ever end?

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Xavior on August 3rd, 2008

it has been awhile since I’ve wrote anything. I guess I just dont know what to write anymore. Anyways, I went prawn fishing today. Had fun. I guess. Had dinner at bottle tree village. Out of the 5 dishes we ordered, only 2 are fantastic. The rest are pretty much normal for us. I love the fish soup there. *grins*

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Xavior on July 25th, 2008

I hate it when people assume. But yet, i myself assume alot of things. So i suppose i hate myself? lol. There’s been alot of screw ups recently, affecting quiet a number of things. I really hope i can find another job soon, coz the current one? Well, i’m just sick of it i guess. I mean, i’ve been in this company since 2006. It’s nearly 3 years. And it doesnt help that everyone is quiting left and right, getting better jobs outside. sigh~

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Xavior on July 13th, 2008

I kept telling myself that i am actually satisified with my life. But yet, deep within me is a longing, a want. Ironically, i dont really know what that want/longing is. Sigh~ Am i actually alive? It’s really hard to tell at times. The only reason i know i am sort of alive is due to memories. But most of the times, i’m actually doubting it. heh.

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Xavior on July 4th, 2008

Ok, i did swear off healing. After healing twice thru kara, i really prefer tanking to heals. But sigh~ guess i’ll go as heals for the mo ba. no $$$ to respec again. good thing is, tons of healing gears dropped for me. =P cool.

Another thing to be happy about? I’m able to book out on week ends i think. But.. sigh~ cant we just have no reservist at all? -.-”

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Xavior on July 2nd, 2008

Argh!!! why does it always happen to me!!! =( It’s not even a year and my HP is dying. I think i’m goin back to normal HPs… no more touch screenies for me i guess. Life’s really damn unfair to me. But than again, there are good sides of it too i guess. Any good phone to recommand me? OTHER THAN IPHONE =x Well, but if it’s cheap with singtel… perhaps i should get it. =x trade in my phone… should be able to get the IPHONE for around 100bucks… heh…

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WoOt!!! somehow, suddenly the sensor works again!!! No need to get new phone liao!!! MUAHAHA.

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Xavior on June 14th, 2008

Argh! dumb dumb me. Went ahead to update my firmware when it warned me that i will lose the user’s data and settings!!! Crap! now i lost all my contacts. Sigh~ and i lost a friend’s contact whom i’m supposed to meet tomorrow. =x Man.. how dumb am i?

On the other hand, i got the orginal office 2007 ent. version! For 100 bucks! Nice find eh? =P Now i just need to find a cheap BUT good firewall/anti-virus/anti-whatever-that-is-harmful-to-my-computer. And .. mmm what else, O! I almost forgot. Mobile broadband! Sigh~ not sure which one to get. M1 or singtel. =( Headache.

Than need to get new keyboard and mouse also. Hopefully my friend will contact me tomorrow as we are supposed to be goin to the PC show 2008 @ suntec. sigh~ stupid stupid me. =(

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Xavior on June 13th, 2008

Got my G1Sn from the PC Show today… eh, yesterday. Cost me abomb! =( And i still need to get my office and i think i want a psp also! sigh~ Someone sponser me? =x Anyways, pictures coming up soon i guess.. =P

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Argh, i think my post was tooooooooo short. My auto tagger aint working and gave me some errors. >.< I seriously do not understand why it is giving that error. =X

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